Trying to get over him

I have had a bad day. I have been thinking way too much. The first Band Contest for Beech Gro0ve didn't go so well. But that is not even what I have been thinking about all day. I know my focus should always be on Band when we have a contest but I was thinking about someone. I am still in love with someone but I know I can't be with him. He doesn't want me back. I have been thinking about him since the day we broke up. I just can't get over him. It is awkward being around him when he shows up to band things. I just don't want to think about him anymore even though I love him so much. It is so hard to believe that something you love so dear can be taken away instantly. I have been trying to get over him but I just can't.